We're having a BABY!!

              It's true!! I am sooo excited. I always feel the same way and same excitement as my first pregnancy.  We had been trying before, but nothing happened. I noticed my "dreadful day" hadn't come yet so I started to count the days to see if it was time and I was late indeed. I know my body and I knew at that moment that I was pregnant. I told Jahvel I needed to go to the store and he asked me why and I told him I needed to buy a pregnancy test. He smiled and said "why? you're not pregnant!' I said, " I know I am and congratulations you're gonna be a daddy again!" he smiled some more and said, " I knew you were." We went and bought it and he told me not to take it until he got back from school, but I told him I wasn't gonna be able to wait that long. I went ahead and took it and as soon as I saw it I had the biggest smile on my face when I saw those two lines. I started making a congrats banner and hung it on a wall so that as soon as Jahvel walked in he would see it. He walked in the house all serious and it took him a few seconds before he saw it and his face lit up with a smile.

I am so excited about the news. I have been wanting another baby for a while now,  but because of our situation right now we were really hesitant and thought a lot about the timing. Jahvel and I have been on a different boat for a while now as well. He'd tell me he wanted another baby and I'd be like,"No, not right now, I'm not ready" and then as the  weeks and months went by I started thinking about it and then I would be the one telling him I was ready, but then he wasn't and it went on like that for a while, until we finally agreed on it.

I do feel a little nervous about it though because of Jahvel going to PA school and us having to move again. It's like going through everything we went through 2 years ago when we had Mia. It's not easy moving with a new born. One thing is for sure though......the baby is going to be born in St. George, UT. Now we still don't know what the future looks like and what is going to happen. We have a lot of praying and planning to do. I just know that whatever it is our Heavenly Father has planned for us it's gonna be ok and we are gonna be very blessed for bringing a new life into this world and into our home.

Velani and Mia are both very excited and they have already begun to rub my "lonja" because I still don't have a baby bump. Every time Jahvel tells Mia that she's not the baby anymore she just says "OH!" and when he tells her the baby is in my belly she laughs and rubs it. Velani is excited and asks me if I'm gonna have the baby tomorrow. So I already told her that when it's Mia's birthday I will have the baby. Velani also kept saying she knew what the banner read and she would say it slowly "CONGRATS" and Mia kept telling her "No! no cograts" she would ask me what it would say and I would say "Congrats" and again she would say "NO!" and then she finally said in a slowly way while pointing at it "dice, NO BABY!" bwahaha. I don't know how she feels exactly, but I'm sure she's gonna be happy for the new baby and maybe a tiny bit jealous.

My thoughts now are:

The baby's gonna be due end of June early July.
Mia and the baby will be 3 years apart.
Hopefully it's June so that I don't have two July babies.
I'm so glad Mia is out of diapers.
I'm not trying to steal Bralison's thunder.
I'm glad Jahvel decided not to take the crib to the garage sale we just had.
I'm gonna get big.
I need cute pregnancy clothes.
I really want a boy, but I'd still be very happy with another girl.
I need to prepare myself mentally in case it is another girl.
I hope I don't go crazy if I do have a 3rd girl.
I'm gonna go to school for only one more semester.
I'm still very excited about Bralison's baby and I can't wait.
I feel weird and nervous.
I need to start exercising.
I wonder what this baby will look like?

So now you know.